I SHOULD just ignore you…
I SHOULD just be getting on with writing this essay that’s due soon…
I SHOULD just be going about my day as if nothing has happened…
BUT why can’t you leave me alone? We left school 2 years ago, that’s enough time for incidents to be forgotten, for people to be forgotten. For YOU to get on with your life. For ME to finally move on from everything that happened. But WHY won’t YOU let that that happen?
The “No Caller ID” calls? The anonymous comments on my blog? The fake Instagram pages sending me DM’s? The shouting out of car windows when you go past? The threats? The messages that I get from other people because you’ve messaged them asking where I live and what I’m doing with my life?
Why can’t you leave me alone?
Why can’t you just stop all these unnecessary, childish games?
I don’t find them funny. It doesn’t upset me, I just don’t understand???
Why can’t you just move on?
Do something interesting with your life that doesn’t involve prank calling me? Threats to beat me up? To ruin my life? To rape me? Do you not realise how disgusting that is?
Do you not realise that your words could have an affect on someone? I’m lucky me, I got people that support me when stuff like this happens, they show me that I don’t need to listen to you.
I just don’t understand. We left school 2 years ago but your still acting as if we’re in the playground?
Writing about this is weird and probably unnecessary but so is what they do to me, so why should I not write?
Writing is my escape but funnily enough I don’t feel like I can escape this.
I blocked the numbers, I blocked the fake accounts, I blocked the people that used to make me feel uncomfortable. I even changed my number (TWICE), but there seems no way to escape?
I know it’s more than one group of people. I just don’t understand. WHY can’t you leave me alone?
I know you’ll probably read this and laugh, cause why couldn’t I just ignore it? Why did I have to write this?
But why do you have to do what you do?
Writing is my escape, and I won’t apologise for posting this. I just think it’s time that people grow up and leave me alone. I don’t see why I should be quiet anymore.
Cheers – Ally x