Hey guys, so this week I want to talk about something that happened yesterday. The quote of my blog post probably tells you that this is going to be somewhat of a rant. But I wrote something about it because I am able to deal with it now. It brought back a lot of memories.
“Nah me and Alison are cool”
But are we though? Do you not remember what you done to me?
Do you not remember having fun bullying me?
Do you not remember humiliating me in front of everyone to gain popularity?
Make you feel big does it?
Do you feel better now? You’ve gone from being bullied to bullying others and now your Mr popular, well that’s what you think.
Do you remember when you slapped my arse in front of your friends to make fun of me? To make me feel small? It worked. Do you feel proud?
I feel sorry for you.
Today I told you exactly what I wanted to, it wasn’t anything rude, I just told you I wanted you to go away and leave me alone, simple right? Obviously it wasn’t simple for you.
Don’t you get it yet?
Do you feel better now after making that joke about me? Does it make you feel better now? Does it make you feel big?
I hope so.
I used to get upset over the stuff you used to do and say to me, but not anymore.
Hope you feel proud now.
Do you feel small? I mean, that’s why you do it, right? Does it help your small mind feel bigger? You must have real problems to have to bully someone else to make yourself feel big?
I hope you have someone to talk to that you can trust. Hopefully they wont make fun of you.
You got bullied so you have to bully others, is that what it is? I understand that they hurt you.
I hope one day, you get the support to help you.
You know what history is, right?
In time, you will be walking down the road proud with your girlfriend / daughter / son, and somebody will say “there’s that bully, do you remember him?”
It’s called karma.
I did that six months ago, she dumped him and he cried as she was bullied at school. I was too kind to shout karma.
I wish you all the best in the future.
Okay so that’s it for this weeks post, I’m trying to get back into weekly blogging but we’ll see what happens. Quick shout-out to my best friend Chloe for always supporting me with everything that I do and genuinely being there for me no matter what. Thank you for reading and thank you to those that keep asking me to post, it means a lot knowing that you want to read. If you are new here and like what I post, press that follow button! Thank you so much. Much love – Alison xx